Ugly Doll, You Ain't That Ugly.

Adieus 2011, Hello 2012.

2011-12-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

Wow, it's been ages since I updated this space. But here's my last post before a brand new year!

2011.
It has been tough but I believe that I came out a better person. I'm stronger, emotionally and mentally.

Main highlights of this year:
National Service. Fights. Reconciliation. Love. ITP @ Lorna Whiston. Batam.Grand Copthorn. Drink, Drank but never got Drunk.

It's funny how we all have grown. My 'brothers', well most of them, are in the army. My 'sisters' heading to the universities. Everyone seems to be stepping into adulthood and sometimes I feel like life is going too fast. But that's reality. Life is short, life is fast. If we don't move along to the beat, we get left behind.

2012, well, it is gonna be tougher ten times. But I'm sure I'll make it through, we will make it through.

Alright, to be honest I can't write anymore. I'm too tired from the party to even think.

Happy New Year everyone!

Love,
Sharon

What's your favourite bubble tea flavour?

2011-12-02T00:45:00.001+08:00

Original Pudding Milk Tea!!!!! Gonna have to be my all time favourite.

What do you wanna know?

19 Little Candles

2011-11-18T22:26:00.001+08:00

Another year older. Somehow, I don't feel it, or maybe it just hasn't sunk in.

A rather quiet, owlish birthday I must say, with a group of close friends and family for a pre-birthday celebration, had a small celebration with my new colleagues at Lorna Whiston (which is where I am interning at till February) and drinks at Harry's with the senior staff and Reddy.

Well, it's been long since I have updated this space, just thought it'll be nice to record down some memories of this year.

Over the past few ( or many) months, everything kinda settled down for me. No more exams, more real life situations, mending broken relationships, making new friends,and keeping the loved ones closer to my heart. It feels like I'm jumping over hurdles of different height, some really high and some really low, and some, just really manageable.

I've forgotten most of my unhappy memories cos when I think back about it, it really was just a petty incident so I guess no more hard feelings. And right now, I'm happy. Contented to be exact.

To Reddy, thank you for everything. I may not know how to comfort you at times but I love you so much and every memory we create, they are always in my heart. I really enjoyed the big and little moments we shared over the past few years. Can't wait for our little getaway :)

To Jacinta, Shehnam, Natalie, Polly, thank you for always being just there,even tho I never have time or sometimes it's just the distance, for being understanding and never calculative over our friendship.

Since we are entering the festive period of the year, let me just wish everyone happy holidays :)

Till then, Sharon.

Blogger on iPhone?

2011-09-14T19:29:00.001+08:00

Found this App on AppStore heh. Well hopefully I'll be more motivated to write posts but then again any loggig app on my phone never lasts long cos it's just different typing a post on the laptop instead. Meh.

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2011-08-07T13:39:00.003+08:00

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2011-08-07T13:39:00.001+08:00

HEHE back on FS! Ask away! http://formspring.me/nadineodelia

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2011-05-24T21:36:00.001+08:00

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Back for a visit.

2011-05-20T00:53:00.000+08:00

Hello there.

It's the middle of the night an I'm here. Maybe because my mood is just so low. I've been on tumblr at iaresnow.tumblr.com most of the time because the photos and posts really reflect how I'm feeling most of the time an I am just absolutely too lazy to write long posts.

But tonight it different. I can't sleep. And I feel like recording my life down tonight.

Life has been crazy. So here it goes!

School and Graduation Project. It seemed like it was yesterday when I started polytechnic life in SP. Making new friends with a whole new class of people. After two years, we are finally at our last. I have a feeling our Grad project with be great. My feelings are usually good.

SPaceradio. Yeap I'm part of my school's radio station, Going on air every Wednesday from 4-5pm with Arielle :) It's something new I took up in my final year since I really wanted to try it since last year.

Muay Thai. Besides the camp and Sentosa outing which was really fun, trainings have made me realize how out of shape I am. My tummy.. omg on't wanna even touch it. Sigh.

Fundango. Still working there but less. Muay thai comes first.

K i lost the fire. gonna do my crunches and sleep.Goodnight.

Love, Sharon.

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2011-05-20T00:43:00.001+08:00

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Singing those Monday Blues away.

2011-03-21T14:39:00.001+08:00

Quoted by Mark, ‘Recently discovered social phenomenon: The Monday blues don't exist during the holidays!’

True that! Been in bed again for more than 14 hours. 2nd time throughout half the holiday. Another half of the vacation term is left and since I am working less now, I guess it means that I’m going to be doing that more often.

I feel like meeting friends to head out and chill but due to the lack of financial aid from the parents, or more like my refusal to use their money, I have to choose to stay at home like a pig.

I’ve watched all the shows I have downloaded so I need to find more to fill my boredom. I’ve packed my room since my previous post and, surprisingly, my room is still very very neat. I am very proud of my teenage self.

Totally disregarded the fact that I still have episodes of House to complete so bye lovelies.

Love, Sharon

THE IPHONE

2011-03-16T00:32:00.001+08:00

Yes, I am a conformist. I bought an iPhone for myself. Yeap I BOUGHT IT WITH MY OWN MONEY. Well, I worked hard for it. And I rather it be like this so that I will really take care of it and not spoil it like my other previous cellphones.

So while I was contemplating whether or not to jailbreak my new jewel, I stupidly updated it to 4.3…

Hmm, dumbest move right? Now I’ve got to wait for the new crack :(

Well, that aside, the past few days consisted of work, training, meeting up with old friends and budget dinners. Haha, not that I am complaining. Plus, I get phone calls from R every night to end my days.

Also my room is super dee duper clean now :D

Ah life has never felt better with a clean room to come home to.

Love, Sharon.

Life of a teacher.

2011-03-09T21:31:00.001+08:00

After 3 hours of crazy 13 year olds running around, screaming and shouting and only getting a sip of water in between the non-existent break, I have officially finished my first day of work as a paid drama teacher.

I am proud of myself.

I think my kids are on the right track and that I am praying that, hopefully, they will give me a drafted script tomorrow morning.

Phew, life is tough man, life is tough. And I always thought teachers were a pain in the ass. Now I have experienced it, I swear I will kowtow to my secondary school teachers when I see them again. It is not as easy as it seems!

By the way, I was staring at a boy who did some weird movement and then he realized I was staring at him and he stared back. K, awkward moment.

Goodnight.

Love,Sharon.

Train till you drop.

2011-03-03T22:46:00.001+08:00

Honestly, I’m too tired to write a proper post. But to sum it all up, Muay Thai training for two days straight is awesome!

I feel sporty all over again.

Potassium, nights.

Love,Sharon.

Misses.

2011-03-02T22:33:00.001+08:00

It’s during the times at night, where you are alone in a big empty bed. With no one to really text or give a call for a chat, or hug to sleep, or let alone, just say “Good night, I love you’.

I hope you are doing fine in the damned jungle. I hope you will be that strong soldier and stick it up. I know you will be okay.

Love, Sharon.

A small little change

2011-03-02T00:00:00.001+08:00

Alright, I changed the layout to this page. Gave in a splash of colour here and there. Might change it back to something simple but I feel happy today. For no rhyme or reason, I feel happy.

Anyway, life has been pretty mundane since the exams were cleared. Weekdays are filled with work at the bubble tea shop. Which is kinda cool cos I roped in my best mates ( Shehnam, Dawn, Celeste). Hmm, filling up my slots as much as I can to earn that extra cash to spend when school starts. Hopefully, the interview with Inwardbound goes smoothly I can can land a part-time job there. It’s better in the sense that it has something related to what I’m studying instead of brainlessly making bubble tea and greeting customers the same damn thing everyday. Then again, if I can keep both jobs , I’d be happy enough. Balance, right?

Weekends is spent with R at the movies and shopping malls. Things have been going low and steady. I like it this way. I hope we can slowly find our way back to what we were. Things are getting tough but if he can go through 5 days in the jungle, I bet this shouldn’t be a problem. I just hope he comes out of camp alive by Friday :O I’m starting to feel needy again but I can deal with that. two and a half more days.

Love, Sharon

Choices

2011-02-27T23:47:00.001+08:00

We all have a choice at making choices. Stop lying to yourself, there is no such thing as ‘No choice’.

Just that, sometimes, we make choices that we think are right. But are we really sure? Would we really know? Kinda freaky don’t you think?

It feels like we are a messed up puzzle. It’s just up to us on how to fix it.

Feels pretty odd blogging again after so long. Even my past few current posts are.. shit.

Well, when life gives you lemons, you make lemonade.

Love, Sharon.

Sunny Saturday

2011-02-26T23:25:00.001+08:00

It was a relatively good day. Caught No Strings Attached and It’s a Great Great World.

Had a great lunch and dinner.

Basically to sum up the past few days- I am going to be fatter.

I don’t know why I think that way cos’ I usually skip meals anyway.

I like being fat sometimes. So when I actually complain, people can’t disagree with me. And that, kinda motivates me to work out at the gym more. Even my coach indirectly told me to start exercising more.

On a brighter note, I cleared my bed. Meaning, I have the whole queen sized bed to roll around during the night without kicking the pile of clothes that used to occupy the lower right side of the bed. I just need to find a right time and day to slowly pack my clothes neatly so that they can fit in the two drawers I am given. Possible? Well, I’m not too sure.

I’m thinking of setting up a small business painting block images for people’s room. Suggestions??

Love, Sharon.

2011-02-24T08:01:00.000+08:00

Today, is the day that I will take the last paper for the semester. And also the last day being a sophomore.

Senior year sounds... not very pleasing. Life moves too fast.

Some People You’ll Never Be Able To Have Lunch With

2011-02-13T10:36:00.001+08:00

By Ryan O'Connell

Some people are the perfect lunch partner. Your relationship exists within the blissful confines of a scheduled meal wherein you can catch up on where the other person is working and who they’re fucking. They’ve been in your life a long time. They were with you the first time you got drunk and threw up all over your mom’s car. They knew every detail of your high school relationship, your first love or whatever. At one point in time, you didn’t have to schedule something every few months to inform them of the happenings of your life because they were with you as it was actually going on.

But things change. You know this. I know this. That’s the way life goes. Friends slowly lose their relevancy and it’s a sad thing. They become a casualty of time (or lack thereof) and the only way to keep them on is to have these lunches, to have these talks when you can feel close again for a moment. It leaves a little ache in your stomach, a little feeling of “We’re getting older. Fuck me,” but overall these lunches are positive and necessary. Wouldn’t you agree? Yes, I thought so.

I’m not really here to talk about the people you can get lunch with. I’m here to talk about the other ones, the people who you’re incapable of sitting down with over some iced tea and club sandwiches on a bright sunny Saturday afternoon and talk about romances and career goals and the weather. These are the people who meant the most to you and now they have to mean nothing. There’s no other choice. These are the people you can have no in-between with. Maybe it’s because you loved them too much at one time and they didn’t love you enough. Maybe they acted as your second family until something horrible happened that split an irrevocable line down the middle. I’m talking about the first person you were able to love and adore or the first best friend who acted as the peanut butter to your jelly. These kinds of relationships can’t have a subtle dissolve. The passing of time can’t chip away at the relationship with precision, until one day you wake up and realize it’s been reduced to bits of chalk. If that were the case, you could have lunch with them and try to salvage things. After all, there had been no blunt trauma. You had been asleep when the friendship turned to mush. It wasn’t anyone’s fault. You can resuscitate it over a series of meetings. There’s hope.

If it were only that easy for every relationship that got away from you. The people you’ll never be able to have lunch with are the ones that didn’t have a happy ending. They exploded right in front of you and caused a loss of appetite, a night of heavy drinking, a regrettable exchange of words. The key difference here is blame. The dissolution of a monumental relationship always carries blame. It has to. Who wants to take responsibility for the death of something so special? Oh, you wish you could pinpoint it on something vague. Maybe something like conflicting schedules, new significant other, change of location. But this isn’t possible with the people that once defined your life. Something nasty has to have expunged them from your life. Otherwise, wouldn’t they still be there?

Let’s say you did have lunch with this person. What would happen? I’ll tell you. You would meet them somewhere neutral on a day that was unseasonably warm and make sure you looked your absolute best. When you saw them from far away, your stomach would instantly drop into a puddle on the floor of the restaurant. It would stare back at you, now separated from your body, and say, “Why the fuck did you do this? You knew it would kill me. You knew I would be lying here on the floor the second you saw them. Put me back into your body!”

During the lunch, you order salad and don’t eat it. You struggle to talk about anything with the person who once was your everything. It won’t be easy. Watching the people pass by with their friends and lovers in front of the restaurant having their moment together, it would become clear that that kind of moment no longer belongs to you and this person. Looking at their face would be too unsettling so you’d spend an inordinate amount of time stirring the sugar into your drink and watching it fade. Once that’s finished, you’d have to fixate on someone else in the restaurant. Maybe a little boy who’s screaming for food or an attractive young professional. Everything they would say to you would sound like static except for one thing: “Let’s get the check.” When you leave, you’d pick up your exasperated stomach from the floor and try to push it back in. It might not fit right for the next hour or so.

See? I told you. You can’t get lunch with these sorts of people. It’ll be like picking a scab that’s about to heal. Some endings are more painful than others and far more permanent. It’s hard to settle for a lightweight lunch-filled relationship when it used to be so much more than that. But like I said, that’s the way life goes. You know this. I know this. Check, please.

Mess

2011-02-11T10:01:00.001+08:00

Everything is so messy right now. Besides the fact that I am sure I gotta get my ass down to Veganburg to study and have a healthy lunch and go for training later, I don’t know whats wrong with the rest of me.

Did I really fuck up this time? Was it I who fucked up this relationship that just meant so much?

The tears have stopped falling, that is for sure. I just need to figure out what I want. Actually, I’m sure of what I want. I’m just waiting for your answer.

Close of a chapter which I wished didn’t have an ending

2011-02-07T05:36:00.001+08:00

Goodbye my love.

No more Mrs Brightside.

Hello Sharon. Welcome home.

2011

2011-01-01T22:52:00.001+08:00

Hi online journal whom no one reads.

Wishing you a very happy and glorious 2011. May I find my passion in writing again and opening this icon more often.

Well, I don’t have most of the epic photos up on fb yet so I’ll leave the photos till another day.

31st December 2010 started out with morning shift at work, followed by Veganburg with R and home for NYE dinner with the mother.

Managed to drag darling R out of bed to head to the flyer. Awesome shitz I tell you. The fireworks were so awesome and to add on, we were at the peak when 2011 greeted us. So awesome I could have jizzed in my pants (aha laughs for Nan and Mark for their awesome raps long long ago)

Headed to Festive @ Sentosa to meet with the crew where R and I had our first real drink fest together. It is a memory for keeps.

So hunny bunnies, whats the new year’s resolution? I guess for me, to just do well in school and keep fit uh, sounds more practical than losing 5 kgs.

2011, how will you be like? I predict a rough road ahead. Not that I want to be a party pooper but I’m gonna have to toughen up for the road ahead.

I have to complete my report now homies, see what I mean. Meh.

2010-12-28T14:16:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas

2010-12-25T01:00:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! Hope you enjoy your food and presents and most importantly for all Christians out there, welcome baby Jesus with open arms and love.

As much as I wish to reply all facebook shoutouts and text messages, it’s really gonna take a toll on me at this time of the night. So just a general greeting to everyone ok!

I got some of my presents already. Obviously, I’ve opened them. I am grateful. Grateful that there are my loved ones who put in time and effort to prepare gifts for me :)

Thank you to my family and friends and not forgetting, Reddy. Though we' might have to get ready for the war against us soon, I’m always gonna love you like no other girl would or could.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Uncle Ringo’s

2010-12-16T22:49:00.001+08:00

My new job. Find me at ALjunied MRT. Omg and just laugh at me please…

I’ll make bubble tea for you and the house’s speciality called SUNSHINE!

wtf…

On a very sad note, I think I’m sinking into depression. Baby, I love you.

I’d do anything just to spend another day with you.

I know I am late but, thanks everyone.

2010-12-14T11:17:00.001+08:00

18th Dinner

2010-11-17T23:11:00.001+08:00

18th

2010-11-17T10:40:00.001+08:00

I had an awesome 18th birthday.

You would believe me if I told you how it went

18th

2010-11-16T00:31:00.001+08:00

When I got my first Happy 18th wish on fb, i predicted a whole lot more. I was right.

Well, happy birthday to me.

It started off with a blast :)

The Christmas that came early.

2010-10-28T23:49:00.001+08:00

So I think this is the most expensive gift I have ever given anyone.

Bought a ticket to I Love Asian Pop for Mr Brightside for the Kpop night. Got him company as well. Best girlfriend on earth right? Totally.

Hope this Christmas will be good.

A New Term

2010-10-19T19:14:00.001+08:00

It’s only the second day of the new school term, and I’ve already skipped two classes. Good job.

Other than that, friends made the mundane lessons interesting, and so I’m just anticipating this “exciting” new term.

Muay Thai demoi coming up, all the best guys.

I jailbroke(?) my itouch so yay me :)

I can"t eat anymore!

2010-10-14T08:56:00.001+08:00

Ever since my new job, I never really felt hungry and only eat just because for the sake of having 'lunch' and 'dinner'. Not cool I tell you. I wanted to eat indian food after work yesterday but was so filled with the soups of the day and smoothies that Mr Brightside and I just headed home.

Plus since I am such a sucker for cabs, we didnt manage to walk off the feeling of fullness and took a cab and fell asleep at home just as we reached. Good job.

Payday today, I hope?

Enjoy.

Our First

2010-10-13T00:00:00.001+08:00

Finally we have reached our first milestone. Nope it’s not some silly 5th month or 6th month shit. It’s one year! And I’m glad I did it this way without the monthsaries. Looking forward to the 365th day is way much more exciting.

Anyway, I’ll cut to the chase. Today we had a nice siesta in my crib followed by Eighteen Chefs for dinner and Harry’s@CBP for supper.

I love you.

I like my new job :)

2010-10-03T12:47:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone. This is where I am working at now :) Come and visit me, my boyfriend, polly, natalie and cassandra. Hoho. Dadp ftw.

It’s s good place to work and study at. Although the pay isn't high, its reasonable cos there is no midnight cab fare to worry about or having lack of munchies or drinks. Oh even comparing the food and drinks, fruit smoothies and fresh wraps are way much more healthier than carbonated drinks/alcohol and fried wings and fish and chips.

Okay today is a very cold day. Gonna cuddle up in bed and nap now.

Get Ready

2010-09-23T00:10:00.001+08:00

This is going to be a long long post.Lets start by the recent.

Just got home an hour ago from Justin’s Birthday chalet. Over-dose of mah-jong and sleeping and maggi noodles.

Happy 18th Justin, although I know you won’t chance upon this till I tell you.

‘18 so what? Can drive.Can buy cigarettes but cannot smoke’

Intense games of mah-jong with Mr Brightside, Fedz and Taufiq watching this morning.

Fahmy arrived this evening and there we have it, free live entertainment and I still believe he should join a singing competition.

Taken more than a year back. I think this was taken in year one when we just started the DPA course.

All 4 of us met up for breakfast and it was really good catching up, talking about school and more school . Hopefully we meet up with the rest of the DPA clique next week for dinner. Haven’t seen Jerina, Amy and my bestest Weilin in ages.

So my dearest boy introduced me to this show. My Girlfriend is a Gumiho (Nine-tailed fox)

Honestly, I have to admit this show is one of the best comedy/romance series. With Hana Kimi and Down With Love.

What can I do if my boyfriend is a Korean culture fanatic right? Haha if I can’t beat him, might as well join him and enjoy the process in appreciating it. It does bugs me however, that he likes the girls more than me :O fml right.I kid.

Since my boy spoiled his own surprise, I can’t wait for baking tomorrow and working for F1 this weekend. My holidays definitely has not been wasted.

Alright time to head back to my drama show. Nights world.

Vacation!

2010-09-14T17:57:00.001+08:00

Finally the most dreaded part of school is over for the time being. Have been planting myself at study areas such as the library, study room and, of all places, Macs to try to at least prepare myself for what I am facing during the exam days. Educational Psych was okay. Health Psych was okay as well. I just hope my GPA doesn’t drop anymore

So in one of my past posts I mentioned how Sandra wouldn't be able to survive with me. Well, she did and in fact, she cleaned my room up for me so its super neat…. too neat actually but I shouldn’t be complaining, shouldn’t I?

Dad’s back from China with his bottles of alcohol and fake gadgets. He’s going back in a week and coming out from China for good by October. No clue which foreign country his next job will land him in.

Well, I am gonna have a really good rest tonight and go back to Fight G for training tomorrow afternoon.

Ciao.

are you mad at me? i'm so sorry if i didn't call back

2010-09-14T17:42:00.001+08:00

hahahahaa jacinta nishanti of all places finding me on formspring -.-

What do you wanna know?

Hi Sharon Nadine Odelia Brightside Wee.

2010-09-11T02:46:00.001+08:00

hahaa hello asy. i really hope you have been studying!

What do you wanna know?

:( i say you cute you say my pebbles ugly :( me is sad! :(

2010-09-09T12:58:00.001+08:00

heehehe <3

What do you wanna know?

why you sho cute? i cannot tank!

2010-09-09T12:08:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA idiot. I cute what cannot meh. eh stupid uglypebbles go study.

What do you wanna know?

2010-08-30T23:51:00.001+08:00

Mother, you are a beauty.

School assignments are stupid

2010-08-26T10:55:00.001+08:00

For the first time, I’ve left a webpage open for the longest time. The article on Educational Drama has been left open for almost 3 days cos’ I put my laptop on sleep mode. and I can’t think of anything to write. Maybe cos’ I’ve been preoccupied thinking of other stuff like what my momma’s cooking tonight.

Gonna head out in a bit to collect some prize thing-a-ma-jig and then head home to continue life on this assignment and start on TWT, which is the lamest subject ever to come across this planet. Salmon curry tonight (Y)

Oh and just got informed that Sandra is moving in tonight instead of Sunday. I wonder how she’s gonna survive living in my pig sty.

As for now, I’m just lying spread out on my bed, enjoying the last few hours of having a Queen size all to myself until my new room mate shifts in.

As for now, I’m listening to the jingles of the bangles that my hand dons, and think about the past where the wind chimes used to sing for me in the morning breeze.

Bad throat.

2010-08-23T03:15:00.001+08:00

Suddenly jerked up from my sleep and having an itchy throat. I was, sleeping nicely btw.

wa xin heng tia, wa meng ti ka ki zua lei si mi. tsk. stupid hokkien tv shows.

k nights. I’m gonna force myself back to sleep.

EH! i got shades like you. wait. its supposed to be a question. GUESS WHO AM I?

2010-08-19T22:01:00.001+08:00

Hmmmmmmmmm. Polly?

ASK LAH ASK

One sentence you would say before you died?

2010-08-17T00:32:00.001+08:00

Don't cry over me, be happy that I'm going to a better place.( well that is if I go to heaven teehee)

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2010 Inter-Tertiary Muay Thai Tournament

2010-08-15T00:59:00.001+08:00

Currently updating SPMT facebook with the videos of today’s matches. Suder Duper proud of SPMT fight team members. 8 Golds and 2 Silvers. Great job guys.

And Reddy Baby, you were awesome even thought you damn suay to get such an ass for an opponent. So here are some handsome photos of you.

I was so annoyed at his opponent that I had to keep the anger in. When the refree announced my boy as the winner I nearly cried. Ah, suhc a happy moment. I love you baby.

SPMT FTW!

Picking Up

2010-08-12T02:05:00.001+08:00

Slowly picking up the pieces. We can get through this baby.

And I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really hope we can get this. It will be awesome.

Oh today training was, cool. Ah Chan was awesome as usual. And funny too. Fight G is like our home, where we laze in the pantry like its our backyard.

rina says:
IS THAT A CLOWN!?!?!?!?!?!!?
Sharon OdeliaBrightside says:
lololol
HAHAHA
basket

Made my night. Nights everyone.

why you never reply my question to you? hah?! bitch right. im watching you girl . heheee.

2010-08-11T07:20:00.001+08:00

Haha cos i don't want to? Its so crude lah Rina.. hahahhaa.

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2010-08-10T22:00:00.001+08:00

So my limit of vocabulary, i realised, has been as stagnant as the waters that breed mosquitoes. And I thought I’d learn more.

My mood has been fluctuating as badly as the weather.

On a lighter note, I got back my Nintendo and got back on completing this game. NinjaTown. It’s so cute I can die.

Really. Fighters are stressed out with IVP, and all I’m doing is sitting t the corner in Fight G stressing out on how to kill monstazz.

K got to go back to fighting montazzzz :)

Formspring

2010-08-10T13:10:00.002+08:00

what happened between u and that ashely gurl thot u besties

haha i think i answered this in my old account. it' s a long story, happened like half a year back. I'm not interested in bringing it up either so yeah, maybe you can try asking someone else.

Harry’s @ Singfest

2010-08-10T00:42:00.001+08:00

Another free event thanks to Harry’s. Had so much fun with free food and drinks and free performances by big names such as Katy Perry, Tokio Hotel, blah blah… not like I’m a great big fan of music. However the company of familiar people made the past few days awesome as hell.

Part of the crew :)

Plus the company of Mr Brighside during work made the partying even better. Kanye West was super hilarious cos of the stupid drunk kids. We, plus Manveer, just stood behind them laughing our heads off.

Our work is cool, period.

Been running out of words to say lately. Just know that all is well.

Cheers.

Back to school? NO

2010-08-02T13:35:00.001+08:00

Final week of school before the YOG break. Been in school since 11, when class only starts at 3. Need to settle SPMT camp quick quick and get some stuff completed.

Have I mentioned how life is such a pain sometimes. Getting up every morning with such weather makes me wanna stay in bed the whole day and rot under my sheets.

On a brighter note:

It’s in less than 2 weeks. All the best to SPMT Fight Team!

I on the other hand will take the next 8 months to train up. Well, I hope at least right?

K homies, gotta run.

Skool is kool

2010-07-29T09:24:00.001+08:00

Urgh, came all the way to school just for attendance sake because I can’t afford to miss anymore ‘classes’. It’s not even class today, just consultation. And I thought I’d be late.

Well, I’m almost done with my workshop plan, so yay :)

I used to know what I wanted to do with my life. Now it’s so blur, I think I’m losing my ground. Time to go back on track. Motivation please come back D:

What a cold day.

2010-07-26T10:30:00.001+08:00

Currently in school. Freezing and hungry. Tired as well.

Nights world.

GRADED!

2010-07-23T07:44:00.001+08:00

Just a little update for you readers before I head to school.

I passed my level two grading in Muay Thai :)

Okay bye bye.

2010-07-21T01:37:00.001+08:00

Today’s gonna be a crazy day.

Google.

2010-07-18T23:43:00.001+08:00

Mysteryseeker, you tell the truth.

2010-07-18T20:00:00.001+08:00

Racism.

That’s the last thing I need in this family.

Bitch

2010-07-15T08:47:00.003+08:00

Hi :)

ASK LAH ASK

WHY thought can earn $

2010-07-15T08:47:00.001+08:00

But I haven't been earning any! I rather wok part time for money than wait for people to click the icon on my blog to earn the money cos it takes forever. Or maybe cos no one reads my blog so :O

ASK LAH ASK

Moving on to another year.

2010-07-11T23:52:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Reddy Brightside. Old man. Teehee.

So I actually had planned a surprise and i thought I could keep him in the dark. I knew I was wrong. And I still went ahead with it. The day started on the 10th, in the morning with me waking up late at 8.30 instead of 6.30.Rushed in a cab down to Dawn’s for some good ol’ baking.

Rushed down again to the birthday boy’s place around 2 plus. Well, I told him to try sleeping till 3 to stall for time. Epic fail.Got my ass down and forced him up to open his presents :)

Tried to stall for more time at Parkway. Tsk. I should have known better right. The weather was threatening but I am so so so glad everything went well.

Glad his NCC friends made it! I was honestly quite disappointed when those i expected to to see didn’t turn up but hey, heng ah,we didn’t buy enough food.HAHA. Coach was darn awesome cos he gave contributions even though he couldn’t make it.

Damn damn tired. hahaha.Left ECP around 6, got back at 2nd home around 8 plus, slept till 4. And..

We assembled it. SUPA HAPPY BOY.

I overshot my budget but it’s worth it :)

Happy Birthday B.

YOU REMOVED NUFFNAG?

2010-07-11T23:11:00.001+08:00

Yeah why?

ASK LAH ASK

Oh so you think so?

2010-07-08T23:48:00.002+08:00

Understood.

2010-07-03T23:42:00.001+08:00

I won this at the stacking machine.

I gave it to Sandra for her birthday.

I am a great friend.

Haha.

Today started off shaky,faced lateness, un-cool front seats for the movie. However the movie was good and things got better, I’m too tired to state everything so there you go. I had a good day. How about you?

Time to let my hair down.

2010-07-03T09:08:00.001+08:00

Well, at least for the time being. Finally IHP and IEP tests are over, plus ED and Ethics reports were handed in on time- it’s a good idea to give myself a break right now. Treated myself to a full muay thai workout yesterday during informal. Bruises on my shin, but like Jacinta says, its so damn worth it.

Natalie has been bugging me to update but I don’t know what to talk about. There’s nothing much to say, I don’t give gossip for people to talk here neither do I give people information about my relationship. Learnt to keep things in private.

But just for you readers to know, I am doing fine, currently having a blocked nose. Heading out soon to Mr Brightside’s place then to meet Sandra for her belated birthday celebration. Pictures up later I guess?

I will update later alright so stop bugging me. Haha maybe you can drop a question on my formspring and I’ll reply you back.

But for now, take care.

Love, Sharon.

Bye Trixia. Hello Udders.Back to skool.

2010-06-28T07:47:00.001+08:00

2010-06-19T11:04:00.001+08:00

Beer Fest free entry? :)

2010-06-18T12:56:00.001+08:00

There is just this deep feeling of unease somewhere at the back of my heart.

But I really just don’t know what it is. I am, however, trying to figure it out.

On a brighter note. My mom just won a fujifilm camera and handed it over to me (Y).

Love, is all we need don’t we?

2010-06-13T22:09:00.001+08:00

New time, new camera, sweet old love.

2010-06-12T22:44:00.001+08:00

‘You try to worm your way into our world where you will never be a part of it no matter what you do.’

To think that Gossip girl can provide awesome quotes despite being a highly bimbotic, plastic and over-rated TV show. Well, it does prove points sometimes, no doubt.

I’ve washed my hands over certain matters in my life but sometimes, people keep providing me back with one stack of info after another stack. And I usually don’t care much because it’s just plain disgusting when they feed me with it, I end up throwing everything out like vomit. It’s tasty but, please, I rather have something that is actually worth staying in my stomach.

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My body is almost close to being non- existent cos I can barely feel my legs. Urgh the detriments of not going for training and not bothering about Muay Thai after the FOC. Monday is gonna be an awesome day. Catching Karate Kid with SPMT after training and then I can say hello to Harry’s, I’m very pleased to work with you on yet another event.

By the way, we got a new camera :) Even though I was just told that Mom is gonna give me her new one, I rather have something that I bought with my own money and shared.

Nights bunnies.

2010-06-11T06:50:00.001+08:00

I can’t deny that our past has been complicated, but in the end love makes everything simple.-Blaire Waldorf

Prince of Persia

2010-06-08T00:26:00.001+08:00

Caught Prince of Persia with Mr Brightside today. We were two idiots.

We bought tickets for the 6.20 show even though we were 5 minutes late. Got into the theatre and 15 minutes later, the movie ended. Then we, or more like I, went to ask the usher whats wrong only to be told that the timing on our ticket said 7.20…

… … …

I know right. We spoiled our own movie ending.

But we had a good time. Went to Cotton On for some shopping. He got a red flannel, and I got a vest plus we both got grey slippers.

Oh did I mention my self-therapy today? I had a nice quiet lunch with myself at Din Tai Fung. 6 Xiao Long Baos and a vegetarian delight. Very happy.

Nights world.

2010-06-06T20:20:00.001+08:00

As long as Muhammad Redzuan is my boyfriend, as long as he and I are still in a relationship and as long as I have this ring on my finger, I am warning all these girls out there to fucking stay away and watch your back.

If there is one, i bet there are many more. So let this be a warning. Stay away.

2010-06-05T19:40:00.001+08:00

These tears won’t stop falling.

2010-06-05T17:47:00.001+08:00

I just want to hold on, even though it feels like it is slipping away.

2010-06-02T23:44:00.001+08:00

Mend these broken bones like you would always do.

2010-05-27T20:05:00.001+08:00

A very quick update. I’m leaving home in 15 minutes because I am taking a night coach to Pulau Redang. I will be back by Sunday.

Muscles are aching from training.

I lost 5 kg! And I am supa happy.

I miss Mr Brightside already.

2010-05-24T08:55:00.000+08:00

Having steak at the moment for breakfast. I should stop this habit of eating expensive food in the morning but whatever, it's gonna replace my lunch.

I'm finally back from SP Muay Thai FOC. No doubt i was trouble last camp, but this year's camp was OMGWTFH cos of irresponsible idiots who apparently are older than most of us, including the camp committee. Other than that, 2nd day of camp onwards was successful, well, at least in the eyes of the committee.

If you're angry at a loved one, hug that person. And mean it. You may not want to hug - which is all the more reason to do so. It's hard to stay angry when someone shows they love you, and that's precisely what happens when we hug each other. ~Walter Anderson, The Confidence Course, 1997

Pictures will be up when I bother to do some uploading. For the meantime, I'll go shower, grab a milo, some vegetables, and then head to city hall to get my moolah.

2010-05-16T18:11:00.001+08:00

2010-05-13T17:05:00.001+08:00

Life’s cool.

Love life.

Picnic Pictures

2010-05-06T06:41:00.001+08:00

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2010-05-06T06:36:00.001+08:00

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2010-05-04T12:20:00.000+08:00

난 당신이 아기를, 무엇보다도 사랑해.

Anyway, Jacinta Lambert is chasing me to update. So, I've been busy. The start of a new school semester, seeing old faces, laughing happily with my friends-classmates, comperes, spmuaythai, taxistand people. Makes life bearable. My boyfriend, makes life worthwhile :)

CCA showcase is finally finally over. Glad with the number of intakes in both Student Comperes and SPMT. Excited for the upcoming camps as well.

Today, class got cancelled so Mr. Brightside and I are heading to ECP later in the evening for our first picnic. HAHA yeah laugh, just go ahead. Cos' I prepared the food..

Omg there is something really wrong with my lenses. They are new yet I can't see properly. Meh.

K JACINTA ASK ME QUESTION OF FORMSPRING LAH <3

2010-04-27T02:14:00.001+08:00

HI baby,

Even though we cannot see eye to eye on certain issues, I still love you!

Missing you like how a panda misses bamboo right now.

I can eat you.

NIghts world!

Earth Day Modelling event + Updates after a week.

2010-04-24T08:36:00.001+08:00

Probably our last event as a crew, minus our photoshoots next month. Aiye, just got to love this bunch of people. We’ve gone through last year together, hopefully it’ll stay that way.

The event was quite last minute but it turned out at least presentable. First time we did an event which took less than a day of preparation!

Other than that, school has been kind.

Met Sandra and Matt.

No idea how I rushed to collect the cheque and to cash them in. NO IDEA.

Our love, is divine.

2010-04-19T07:12:00.001+08:00

The past few days has been hectic. Lack of updates to the dismay of Jacinta Lambert.

It’s funny how sometimes we are so sure that was made the wrong choice when in reality, that choice is the one and only, best, and very correct choice. It’s okay if you don’t understand cos’ most of the time, people don’t know half the things I am saying here.

Can’t wait to see babyboy later after school. OK, i know its super lucky to start school at 10.30 today and not 7 like Sherilyn (i still hearts you), but I am so damn tired and I wished Natalie didn’t have to wake me up just now.

Will be updating via vlogcrush soon so see you guys around :)

Not a good day.

2010-04-13T21:44:00.001+08:00

It wasn’t absolutely awesome that I had to get my lazy bum out of bed to head to school for a two hour rehearsal when it takes me one hour to get to school itself. Things didn’t get any better with the fact that I stained all the way through my shorts. Great isn’t it? Plus I had no sanitary pad. And, the menstrual cramps were killing me inside out.

Let me bring you through the journey of a day in the life of me, when I have this problem. Gritted my teeth throughout the whole remaining hour of rehearsal, clutching tightly to my lower abdomen while walking to the MRT, breaking out in cold sweat when it was freezing and knocking out once every few stops on the subway. Walked to the interchange like someone just ripped my uterus out. and died on the bus. literally dragged my feet to the front door and quickly changed into clean clothes. I dropped on my bed and couldn’t get up cos the pain was killing me. No medication at home and not like I would take them cos it means that the next month this happens again, it will be two times worse. i placed my heaviest pillow on my lower ab to sooth the pain and fell asleep.

Woke up an hour later feeling better. Thought of visiting the boyfriend but I guess not. The pain came and went like tides of the sea. The only comfort I had was the warmth of my blanket while I spasmed uncountable number of times like some mad animal. I think this has been the worse case of menstrual cramps since forever.

Past few days has been okay. Got to spend time with my Brightside after a month of interruption. Well, I could never ask for anything more :) Printed our pictures, went to the beach. Our footsteps is music to my ears.

Hi Lion

2010-04-06T22:22:00.001+08:00

Too good to be true?

2010-04-06T08:23:00.001+08:00

Yes, yes, rumours are true. I am back at Harry’s for their catering events! Even so, I am still gonna seal my piggy bank, which looks like a pig, so I can save money. Well, I will do so after this post.

That phone call from CBP saved my life. HI MANVEER I IS HAPPY KID.

One and a half days to go before my Brightside is back in my arms. I really, honestly, miss his hugs.

I am hungry.Bye.

My Chance.

2010-04-05T23:01:00.001+08:00

Finally got an old colleague who is working with me again. Thank you flexi hours!

By the way, Karma will bite back like a bitch so deal with it. We’ve gotten enough from the whole series so let us rest now.

Out with Amanda, Wani and Santhosh. Just a lot of catching up. Back before 10!

I had a good day. But I miss my boyfriend a lot. And did I say how worried I am??? :(

Come back soon love.

2010-04-02T09:04:00.001+08:00

Hello there. I know, I’ve been gone for a few days. It’s either I’m dead beat by the time I get home or I’m just being lazy. Everyday is almost the same, seeing my Brightside and hanging out, sleeping the afternoon away and watching movies on his laptop. Yesterday we took a break from our routine and headed to ECP which we haven't been to since quite some time back. Well, well, we had fun.

Gonna go back to school for training later, I think I’ll be sitting down most of the time anyway.

I have a throat infection. Why am I not surprised?

Mom’s out of the country and she had to make life difficult for me. Sigh. Not cool.

2010-03-28T15:07:00.001+08:00

Last minute with SPMT kids after our FOC meeting. Headed to Marina Barrage with Macs for lunch and kite flying. Also headed to Nabins for a nice round of shisha before heading for dinner opposite Bugis Junction.

Well well, it was a good day yesterday. Good company and good laughter as well. Right now I’m in my nest resting after a round of housework. Gonna have to finish the rest by today.

Lunch was at Din Tai Fung due to the mother’s surprisingly good mood.And we did a bit of shopping here and there.

Wish I could see my boyfriend soon.

2010-03-27T00:17:00.001+08:00

Everlasting.

Love at it’s best.

2010-03-23T23:16:00.001+08:00

I love how we fall in love with each other again and again, every time we meet.

Going to our favourite places and eating awesome food.

I love you silly boy. You are my everything.

2010-03-23T00:46:00.001+08:00

Plans.

2010-03-22T08:57:00.001+08:00

Since I was a little kid, I always planned my route in life. I told my mom that I’ll get full marks in kindergarten tests, Band 1’s in primary school tests, As in Secondary school tests, and well, As again for Poly. I didn’t achieve them all the time, but I tried.

I knew what I wanted to do. I knew what my ambition was. It changed from the common doctors (plastic surgeon, to think I said that) and lawyers to a much narrowed down thinking of an air stewardess and applied drama practitioner.

How about the rest of my non-academic, non-working life? I think I forgot about that along the way. Sure, friends, lovers, acquaintances. But what really? It took me quite a while. It took me almost a year to decide what I should do.

Well, I want to get married and have children, that’s for sure. And I would say now, at this point in time, I’d want to get married to the man I am with right now and I want to have his kids even though I know I will go insane. I want to share our house and cars and spend every living moment I have with him, from the time I wake up till the time I sleep, just like how married couples do. Don’t mock me, I’m not being overly ambitious. If there is a will, there is a way right? I’m sure God will help me, he always does, just that it takes sometime for me to realise that.

Okay this post is getting draggy, and it’s starting to be blur to me. I need to get out of the house now. Bye.

ITI

2010-03-20T23:53:00.001+08:00

Introduction for Theatre Intervention is finally over. Well at least for classes in school that is. Still have journals to complete by Monday.

I’m feeling damn cold and my throat is like the desert. Sad how I can’t meet my comperes. I hope they have fun at camp.

2010-03-18T19:28:00.001+08:00

Right now, I’m at KKH sitting next to my future-in-law and trying to get some rest and at the same time, complete my write up for tomorrow’s facilitation practice. I am damn nervous.

And I am damn worn out every day that when I get home, I struggle to bathe and struggle to stay awake to reply my darling’s messages (only to realise he’s just waiting for me to sleep as well).

By the way, it’s a hospital and the nurses talk so loud. Dumb.

Okay back to work. I am damn hungry as well but I feel really strange now.

I love you.

2010-03-18T16:00:00.001+08:00

I’m missing you; I’m falling apart.

Trying to strong; you’re in my heart.

2010-03-18T00:18:00.001+08:00

Finally I’m back from Telunas, Batam and I’m already almost done with my ITI workshop in school. I cannot wait, just simply cannot wait for this week to end.

I am really tired. Bye.